Bjergsen - With my recent success and happiness, I wanted to share...

With my recent success and happiness, I wanted to share with you guys how my life was before LCS, and how much it has changed to this date.

My school life was never very good, my grades were fine, but I had other things that made me want to stay away from there. Ever since about 4th/5th grade I was bullied a lot, it's hard to be the tiny skinny kid in school. You cannot fight back, and you cannot win. I was bullied mostly by my male classmates and my teacher, so I never felt like it would stop. Since the authority was bullying me too, if anything I felt like he was supporting it. My escapes during depression were always video games, it was what I did as soon as I got back from school. It was kind of my dirty little secret, since gaming was frowned upon, and I didn't want to give them more resources to bully me with. I had some rough years, but finally made it to 8th grade, where I would change to a bigger school with a new teacher. Around this time I was really depressed and didn't want to go to school anymore. Yet I felt like the new school could be my new chance at life, also it was mandatory to go, so I never really had a choice. Unfortunately at this school the bullying between my classmates got a lot more physical and it ended up with me hardly ever being in school. After about half a year I dropped out of school due to depression and anxiety. I was in the worst state of my life, I would hardly talk to anyone outside my family. I sat inside my room all day every day playing League of Legends as my escape. It was the only thing that made sense to me, and the only thing i enjoyed. My parents made numerous attempts to get me back to school but it would never last more than a week until I had another breakdown and stopped going. Around this time I started getting good at League and reached really high elo, getting recognition from good players. I started playing online tournaments for tiny amounts of money, but just getting anything from playing was amazing to me. After many teams, I finally ended up in the team that would change my life... Copenhagen Wolves. We went to my first event at dream hack in the winter of 2012. I almost ended up not going because the anxiety was getting to me, but Deficio (who was our manager at the time) eventually, after a long talk with me and my dad, talked me into going, promising that he would watch over me, and help me with anything that I needed. I was an extremely awkward kid who didn't know how to do anything by himself, so having someone like Deficio who could help me out if I ever needed anything really lowered my anxiety level. At dream hack we finished 3rd and qualified for the LCS qualifier, at this time all I really cared about was that we actually won a decent amount of money, because I had no idea what the LCS really was. Unfortunately I was too young to play at the LCS qualifier, so my team had to go without me. At this point my parents were still trying to push me back into school, and I honestly had no expectations of my team qualifying, so I was still in a weird stage of my life not knowing what to do and what would happen next. Somehow my team pulled off an amazingly strong showing and qualified for the LCS, beating out the favorites. I was obviously really happy about that, but still didn't really have a clear idea what it meant to be in the LCS. After my team had lost the first 3 weeks straight, I finally turned 17 and was able to play with my old team. In our first victory I got a pentakill, and all of a sudden I had all this hype around me, but all I really wanted was to stay under the radar. I didn't want the fame, I didn't want to be interviewed. I didn't want people from back home knowing what I was doing, because I had this belief that gaming was frowned upon in society. Riot asked ESL every week to get interviews with me but I always declined, I just didn't want the spotlight. At this point a lot of people starting looking up to me and writing me on various fan pages. I don't want to sound mean, but I thought all my fans were fools. Who would want to be a fan of a nerd, a dropout who was bullied in school. I never really talked to many of the other players in the first split because I was so shy and insecure. I was constantly scared that if I said something wrong they would all bully me, since I was the young, awkward skinny kid. What I soon came to realize was that all the players and staff at ESL/Riot were extremely nice and I had nothing to worry about. Even though I didn't have great success in Season 3 LCS, I grew more as an individual and a person that I have done the remaining 16 years of my life. When I left Europe to join TSM, I was not the shy kid, shaking and stuttering in his first interview on stage. I wasn't the kid who dodged all interviews and ran away from conflict. I wasn't always wearing long shirts because I was insecure about my weight and arms. I was a changed person, and I still am. I have never been as happy as I am right now in life, and I want to thank everyone I've met and that has been in my life the past year. I especially want to thank Deficio.. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here today, he opened himself up to me, and I strived to become confident like he was. I wish him all the best luck in the future. I am proud to say that I can share all this information about my past, knowing it would not hurt me if people try to use it against me. I am sorry for any grammar mistakes, I've been writing this on my phone, so it's extremely messy. Sorry for the super long read, I just wanted you guys to know that if you are in a shitty place in life, hold on... Things get better! 

18-årige Søren "Bjergsen" Bjerg är en stor stjärna inom e-sport. Med ett proffskontrakt i handen har han lyckats ta revansch. Revansch på de som mobbat honom under flera års tid. 

Det är i ett långt och personligt inlägg på Facebook som Bjerg berättar om hur han blivit mobbad i skolan, och hur spelet League of Legends blev hans tillflykt. 

Slutade gå till skolan

På grund av ångest och depression till följd av att både elever och lärare deltagit i mobbningen som riktats mot stjärnans fysik slutade Bjerg till slut att gå i skolan. 

"Ända sedan fyran, femman har jag varit mobbad mycket. Det är svårt att vara den lilla smala ungen i skolan. Du kan inte slå tillbaka, och du kan inte vinna. Jag mobbades mest av mina manliga klasskamrater och av min lärare, så jag kände aldrig att det skulle sluta", skriver han bland annat i det öppna inlägget.

Spelet hjälpte honom utvecklas som person

När han sedan blev ledande i spelet League of Legends kom kändisskapet. Men det var mer än vad Bjerg klarade av.

"...helt plötsligt hade jag den här hajpen omkring mig, men allt jag ville var att stanna under radarn. Jag ville inte ha kändisskapet, jag ville inte bli intervjuad. Jag ville inte att folk hemma skulle veta vad jag höll på med för jag trodde att e-sport var något man ogillade", skriver han vidare.  

Bjerg menar att spelet LoL, som det förkortas, hjälpt honom utvecklas som person. Han är nu är den nordamerikanska LCS-ligans överlägset största stjärna, skriver Fragbite, och Bjerk tycks lyckligtvis kunnat lämna den hemska tiden bakom sig.

– Jag har aldrig varit så lycklig som jag är just nu, jag vill tacka alla som jag träffat och som varit i mitt liv de senaste åren, skriver stjärnan vidare rapporterar Fragbite. 

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Taylor Swift’s Gay Boyfriend/s | BLIND GOSSIP

Taylor Swift’s Gay Boyfriend/s

For as long as gay men have been making names for themselves in showbiz, there have been fiercely famous beards by their side.

A perfect accessory for any self-loathing gay celebrity, the “beard” by definition is “any opposite sex escort taken to an event in an effort to give a homosexual person the appearance of being out on a date with a person of the opposite sex.”

Rock Hudson had one, Liberace had two, and there’s no doubt closeted gay Hollywood is chock-full of them cough today. Perhaps the most famous (and certainly the most obvious) modern gay beard is country star Taylor Swift, a beard so highly revered and profitable she’s been considered by some to be Hollywood’s first Power Beard.

But even though she’s dated nearly every male celebrity with a face, not one of Swift’s previous boyfriends has ever come out of the closet. She’s had so many relationships, it’s plausible to believe at least one of them was purely for show, right? So which one is it?

Swift dated JoBro heartthrob Joe Jonas back in 2008, before he was hot. He revealed last year that they never actually had sex, probably because Taylor refused to whip and penetrate him.

Taylor Swift and Taylor Lautner most likely just exchanged makeup tips and boy gossip during their three-month relationship in late 2009. The brief stint ended after she broke up with him, inspiring one of her only “apology songs.”

John Mayer is probably, most definitely, not gay. The singer briefly dated Swift in 2009/2010 before he settled down with Katy Perry, who definitely doesn’t play the beard game.

Jake Gyllenhaal allegedly prefers “tits and ass,” but we’re still secretly hoping his brief 2010 relationship with Swift was a sham. She may not want him anymore, but we certainly do!

Swift took a dip in the Kennedy family gene pool for three months in 2012, when she dated 18-year-old Conner Kennedy. They broke up after three months because they “lived too far apart.”

If One Direction front man Harry Styles were gay, he’d probably just be openly gay. His one month relationship with Swift last year was likely just for kicks.

And there’s no need to imagine this iron-clad ally as one-half of a same-sex relationship, there are plenty of racy photos that’ll paint a pretty awesome picture for you.

Swift continues to deny allegations that she briefly dated Zac Efron last year. But the world would stop turning if we ceased speculation about Zac’s sexuality, so…

And finally, most importantly, Swift’s most recent sighting with rumored (but definitely “not“) gay Packers quarterback Aaron Rodgers. They’re not officially dating, and they’re definitely not fooling around, but was their recent night out simply Bearding in action?

Taylor’s gay boyfriend/s: Harry Styles, Taylor Lautner, Jake Gyllenhaal, Zac Efron & Aaron Rodgers

Ihärdiga rykten har länge hävdat att Bruce Jenner befinner sig i en identitetskris och funderar på ett könsbyte. Den 64-årige realitystjärnan, tillika olympiska legendaren, har sportat längre går och naglar sedan separationen från Kris Jenner, vilket först startade ryktena. Efter att Bruce i veckan fick sitt adamsäpple borttaget har nu stjärnans söner, Brandon och Brody Jenner, enligt uppgifter medgivit att Bruce går igenom en identitetskris, rapporterar Radar Online.
“Bruce går definitivt igenom en identitetskris enligt Brandon och Brody," förklarar en nära källa. " Killarna har inte frågat sin pappa om han vill övergå till att bli kvinna, men de har definitivt tänkt på saken. Så länge Bruce är lycklig, det är det enda som räknas." - Sönerna medger att Bruce Jenner går igenom en identitetskris! | Posh24.se

This superstar athlete is the arguably one of the best of all time at his profession.

However, while he was all man on the field, he was all woman off the field.

You see, in his private sexy time, he enjoys wearing women’s lingerie and cosmetics!

His ex freaked out over her discovery of his secret stash of women’s clothing and makeup and left him. He is married to someone else now, and his wife knows about his hobby. As her own high-profile is tied to his, she will put up with it as long as her lifestyle is maintained.

It’s Bruce Jenner! 

More wackiness in the Kardashian household! Bruce’s ex spilled the beans about his cross-dressing to Robert Kardashian’s ex over drinks one day. Does this explain Bruce Jenner’s plastic-surgery morph into a more feminine visage?

High Heels And Lacy Bras! Bruce Jenner Is A Secret Cross-Dresser, Says Ex

The Kardashian women are famous for their extravagant red carpet outfits, expensive jewelry and global fashion collections, but it’s not just the female members of the reality TV family that love to dress up, as Star magazine can exclusively reveal.

Robert Kardashian’s former wife, Ellen, claims that Bruce Jenner, 62, has a secret fetish for wearing women’s clothing, shoes and lingerie, according to the new issue of Star.

Ellen learned of the bombshell over drinks with Bruce’s ex, Chrystie, who spilled the beans on his cross-dressing alter ego.

“’Of course Bruce was every woman’s heartthrob when he was that age, right?’” Ellen says she asked. “But Chrystie said, ‘Yeah, until I went on a trip and I came back and he had gone through all my clothes. And I found my bras… He’d clip them together and wear them.’

“I couldn’t live with that,” she confessed.

Chrystie went on to divorce Bruce, but his next wife, Kris Jenner, was unfazed by her husband’s odd taste, and Ellen tells Star that he continued to cross-dress for years after their wedding.

But her daughters weren’t as accepting about finding size 13 heels in their mom’s closet!

“Khloe called her dad and she was very upset, crying and screaming about it,” revealed Ellen. - Athlete Has A Secret Closet | BLIND GOSSIP

Which reality TV father likes to get dolled up as a woman — dress, lipstick, high heels and all — when the cameras are off. Even though his wife thinks her hubby’s cross-dressing is ‘cute,’ don’t expect to see his antics on their hit show anytime soon.

It’s Bruce Jenner! 

When Bruce and Kris Jenner announced their separation last week, it didn’t come as much of a surprise. After all, the former Olympian had admittedly moved out of the Kardashian home into his own Malibu beach house, and Kris was caught multiple times partying with younger men. However, an insider tells Star that there’s even more that went into the breakup than just that!

“Bruce has a feminine side,” our source reveals. “He likes growing his hair out, likes getting manicures and pedicures and won’t leave his house without his diamond earrings. And he’s obsessed with plucking his eyebrows!”

To Star readers, the 63-year-old’s feminine qualities are no surprise. Two years ago, we first reported his fetish with cross-dressing, and now, more sources are coming forward that echo our original report — including details about how he “borrowed” stepdaughter Kim Kardashian’s lingerie!

“Kris has told Bruce that she will reveal his secret if he doesn’t go along with her plans about their split or their show,” the insider adds. - Daddy Likes to Dress Up | BLIND GOSSIP

Och nu har BG skrivit en ny artikel som handlar om Bruce: Internal Sprint Will Start Next Year | BLIND GOSSIP

Internal Sprint Will Start Next Year

Each change in this celebrity’s appearance has been widely documented over the past few years. Their multiple plastic surgeries have been so obvious that we have nothing new to add there.

But we do have some additional information for you that isn’t public yet! While it’s been all about the external up until now, we have learned that our celeb has also been visiting other doctors (not plastic surgeons) to develop a plan for some internal changes.

Next year, our celeb will begin a serious course of HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy). No, it has nothing to do with menopause.

Up until now, our celeb has been making changes gradually, viewing their transformation as a marathon, not a sprint. Well, over the next two years, they are going to start sprinting, with the final result sure to create lots of controversy.

He is going to fully transition to a she.

Översättning

Bruce tänker byta kön under 2014 till kvinna.

Mitchell "Mitch" Adam Lucker, föddes 20 oktober 1984 i Riverside, Kalifornien och dog 1 november 2012 i Orange County, Kalifornien, var en amerikanskmusiker och sångare. Han var från 2002 och fram till sin död sångare i deathcorebandet Suicide Silence. Bandet släppte en EP i oktober 2006. Suicide Silences första fullängdsalbum, The Cleansing, kom den 18 september 2007. Lucker avled den 1 November 2012 av skadorna som han fått vid en motorcyckel olycka. 

Han led av social fobi och tvångssyndrom (OCD). Han gifte sig med Jolie Carmadella den 8 maj 2010, och hade en dotter.

'Han var sångare i ett band på ständig uppgång. Som precis hade tecknat ett omfattade kontrakt med Nuclear Blast och var på väg mot nya segrar och framgångar.

Något som Mitch Lucker, 28, aldrig kommer få uppleva.

Frontmannen i det hyllade deathcorebandet dog nämligen i morse, lokal tid, efter att ha skadats allvarligt i en motorcykelolycka i Huntington Beach.

Enligt The Press Enterprise dödförklarades sångaren av rättsläkarna klockan 06:17 på UCI Medical Center i Orange County. Den lokala polisen har ännu inte släppt några detaljer om hur olyckan har gått till eller om några fler personer var inblandade.

Luckers band Suicide Silence har sedan formationen 2002 setts som en av galjonsfiguerna inom deathcorerörelsen, tillsammans med exempelvis Job For A Cowboy och Whitechapel. Fram till dags dato har kvintetten släppt tre fullängdare, varav den senaste ”The black crown” såg dagens ljus via Century Media 2011.

Gruppens nya hemvist Nuclear Blast har kommenterat tragedin så här:

”Vi vill framföra våra kondoleanser till hans familj, vänner, bandkamrater och fans världen över som har berörts av denna förlust”, skriver bolaget och hänvisar sörjande fans till bandets Facebooksida.

Bara ett par timmar före olyckan tweetade Lucker bilden nedan till sina följare på mikrobloggen.

Hans sista meddelande till omvärlden:

”De döda lever.” - källa

Här är en dokumentär om Mitch Lucker

Justinus Soni Fashanu född 19 februari 1961, död 2 maj 1998, var en engelsk fotbollsspelare som hade en aktiv spelarkarriär från 1978 till 1997. Han var den första professionella spelaren som kom ut som homosexuell. Då han i 1981 blev köpt av Nottingham Forest, blev han som den första svarta fotbollsspelaren köpt för över en miljon pund. Fashanu begick självmord 1998.

Justin Fashanu blev omtalad som en av Englands största fotbollstalanger då han blev köpt till Nottingham Forrest 1981. Efter att det blev känt att han var homosexuell kom han emellertid på kant med sin manager Brian Clough. Tiden i hans klubb blev inte som han tänkt sig, han fick sitta mycket på bänken och efter ett tag blev han såld billigt till Notts County. Hans karriärkurva pekade nu bara nedåt och han fick ta emot oerhört mycket kritik från supportrar och mycket hets mot honom och hans familj för sin sexuella läggning.

Efter tiden i Notts County flyttade han till USA där han blev spelande tränare för Miramar Rangers. I mars 1998 blev han anklagad för våldtäkt på en 17-årig pojke på ett fotbollsläger, efter att de hade haft sex på en fest. Fashanu frågades ut av polisen och historien uppmärksammades stort i pressen, där det uppgavs att åtal om våldtäkt skulle väckas.

Den 3 maj hittades Fashanu död i ett garage i England, han hade hängt sig. I sitt självmordsbrev skrev han: "Jag inser att jag redan har dömts på förhand. Jag vill inte orsaka min familj och vänner ytterligare skam." En undersökning visade senare att det inte fanns någon arresteringsorder på Fashanu och att den amerikanska polisen redan lagt ner fallet.

I’m starting to get a little bit more worried everyday. 

Look, he’s actually on a red carpet, he’s supposed to talk to paps, to have fun with the lads, to have a laugh but no. He looks sad and angry.

He’s totally emotionless, he isn’t having a good time these days when he’s supposed to be having the time of his life. He’s in NYC! He’s doing something he loves everyday. He just performed at MSG which is the highlight of his carreer!

I miss the Louis Tomlinson from X Factor. It may sounds rude but think about it. He was so carefree, making stupid jokes here and there. Showing off the to cameras. I also miss his genuine smile with the sparkles in his eyes and the crinkles by them. 

Now he’s just like ‘idaf of everything’ like me everyday at school 

I know I shouldn’t judge him like this just by seeing his outside like you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover but I think I know him well enough to know that something’s wrong his life right now and I have my little idea about it..

Holy shit, this was supposed to be a post of like 3 lines, oops haha - We're always on the road but my heart is at home